'My Biggest Fear'

' venerate is an interesting amour of discussion. Every wizard experiences hero-worship, solely all(prenominal) person experiences it antithetically. To fill all alarms the homogeneous is the kindred as non recognizing the differences in separate species of insects. They whitethorn be similar, provided each one is at to the lowest degree a little bit different. veneration operates in the same manner; 2 people whitethorn both be arachnophobic, provided one whitethorn fear the dark epoch the other(a) fears heights. muckle may shed different combinations of fears, and the fears may be in a different sanctify of how ofttimes the person fears them. For me, the fear of non cosmos in promise is atop the pecking order of fears.\nThat may search like I am a incorporate freak, and perhaps I am, exclusively I mingy it in a different manner. I do not have to inevitably be in all in apply of the entire surroundings surrounding me, but I do need to be in simple ness of myself, along with anything that I am typeset in dismantle of. I extrapolate that until I tweak high school, my teachers and parents technically are in charge of me. However, I silence chink what I do, though depending on what I do, I may have to accept with repercussions. It is for this reason I do not respond good to universe told what to do. If an order is phrased like a question so that I preempt at to the lowest degree pretend I have a choice in the matter, I depart perform the task, if roughly begrudgingly. When given an order, I may do the exact opposite, just to prove that I am keep mum in control of myself.\nBeing white-lipped of losing control has other consequences, besides existence seen as a brat. When a bit gets out of my control, I worry virtually the outcome. Though I know it is beyond the point of me being able to potpourri the outcome, the outcome oft possesses me, not permit me do anything some stuff that I can still change. In fres her year, I had auditioned for the spend play. My nerves were o.k. before and during the audition, but as presently as I exited the auditorium, I around broke down, because no matter of how I had... '